Electric Rush

I'm pretty much gone :/

2011-04-06T05:34:00.000-07:00

So yeah, this site is dead.
I WILL leave it up because once in a while I just get this craving to make graphic again.
And to have an english site, so I won't delete this one.

For all of you who still reads this hoping to hear something from me, then use google translate of anything and read my swedish blogg. www.annatjernstroms.blogg.se
I write there almost every day.

See you in another life <3

In competition!

2010-12-16T03:50:00.000-08:00

Hi guys, I know I've been gone for a loooong time.
This is because lack of interest, alot of projects going on (some film ones and some not) and work and school.
So I'm sorry. But anyways.

I have one (some) films competing in a film competition called ''Dragon Awards - New Talent''.
This is held by the Gothenburg filmfestivals, one of Swedens (maybe even Scandinavias) biggest filmfestivals.
By getting votes my film could be one of the 10 who goes to the finals, where a jury decides on the winner.
The winner will get a nice prize, will get to go to the festival for free and gets alot of great exposure.

The first movie I am competing with is ''For Maria (För Maria)'' and you can watch it here:
http://www.dvoted.net/Films/Film/?video=1531

If you like this movie you can vote 1,2 or 3 hearts here: http://www.dragonawardnewtalent.com/browse/film/for-maria/
This where pretty much my first serious film and for that, I am proud :).
Please watch the film, if you like it, then please vote :) it would mean alot to me and my filmmaking!
(Also, if you wanna help out, show the movie to your friends or visitors. If they like it, that would be cool! I want to spread my movie as far as it goes :)!)

I'm also competing with a movie called ''Det Ljudlösa (The Soundless'')
Watch it here: http://www.dvoted.net/Films/Film/?video=1530
Vote here: http://www.dragonawardnewtalent.com/browse/film/det-ljudlosa-the-soundless/

Thanks <3

letter

2010-09-29T11:10:00.000-07:00

Hi there.
I just wanted to write to you and say that you hurt me. You ARE hurting me.
I don't think you know it yourself but you do, you hurt me when you say that life isn't worth it, you hurt me when you're saying that you want to die. You really, really hurt me and I keep telling you but you don't listen.
I hate it that you've decided what to feel already and you don't care what I say.
I love you, I hope you at least know that.

- Anna

BROWN HAIR

2010-09-28T04:59:00.001-07:00

My hair is now brown!

happy

2010-09-27T12:10:00.001-07:00

Okay, a pic of something that makes me happy. Of course my boyfriend, mom, dad, brother and cat makes me happy :P haha but I'm gonna put aside that and take something that cheers me up whenever I am down and that I can find at home (since my cat is a outdoors cat and I live in a apartment she has to live with my mom but comes to visit me sometimes ^^)

The TV show friends always cheer me up when I am feeling down ^^ <3

meaning

2010-09-26T15:44:00.000-07:00

So what's the meaning behind my blog name?
Don't know really. Electric Rush was just something that came into my mind when I was thinking about what to name my website and blog. I guess you get this, electric rush when you experience things that becomes a big part of your life. Either something really scary or something awesome. At least that's what I think it feels like :).

me

2010-09-25T12:49:00.000-07:00

It's me to the left with the red hair and my dear friend Sofia-Linn :D.

Cravings

2010-09-24T12:19:00.000-07:00

I am actually not craving anything at the moment...
Or hmm, No not really.

But something I do crave most of the times is coca cola, I'm totally a coca cola addict.
Not that I die if I go without it one day, but I totally can drink like 3-4 litres in one week.

family

2010-09-23T13:45:00.000-07:00

I actually don't have a pic of my whole family together.

Well not with me in it anyways.

Only this pic of my mom, little brother on graduation and dad.

I'm usually the photographer :).

Celeb crushes

2010-09-22T16:35:00.000-07:00

I do have a few celeb crushes :P haha.

One of them, the one I've had the longest, is Orlando Bloom.

I've had a celeb crush on him since I was like 13-14 and saw him in Lotr.

I also like Adrien Brody, Crispin Glover, Evan Rachel Wood and I guess that's it :) Haha.

Addicted

2010-09-21T09:13:00.001-07:00

faveband

2010-09-19T04:06:00.000-07:00

My fave musicians are, and have been for a long time, Rammstein.

I first heart Rammstein in the soundtrack to a swedish movie called ''Lilja 4-ever''.
I really loved how they played with rock/metal music and and strings and symphonies, not that no one had done that before but this was different. The singer, Till Lindemann, sang with such frustration and sadness in his voice. I really loved it. I started listening to this band more and more and also really appreciated the use of electronica in their songs. I think they're genius and I love how their lyrics can either be about a simple but painful thing as love or just be there to be provocative and sing about things you really shouldn't sing about.

For me most of their lyrics are about different kinds of love, good ones and bad ones.

Now I have all their albums and I've seen them live 3 times, the last time I got into a backstage party and had the chance to meet them :) they didn't speak alot of english and I did get the chance to have an ''akward silence moment'' with the singer. That was painful xD haha but pretty funny now afterwards.

town

2010-09-18T14:16:00.001-07:00

This is 2 pics of my hometown, Örnsköldsvik. I really like my little small city.

Even though it can be deadly boring sometimes :P haha. But I love it <3

Makeup bag!

2010-09-17T12:25:00.000-07:00

Well there's ALOT of shit in my makeup bag.
But I'll write the most important stuff that I use daily:
* Foundation
* Pressed Powder
* Mascare
* Brown eye shadow
* Black eye shadow
* Eyebrowe pen
* Eyeliner

I also use these awesome perfume roll on's. I bought them on ebay from here: http://stores.ebay.ph/The-Bath-and-Body-Bakery
I use different ones like every month. Right now I'm using cotton candy. Smells really sweet :) !

faveplace

2010-09-16T14:38:00.000-07:00

There is no pic of my fave place to eat in my city, which is an italian pizza place called ''il padrino'', I also love another pizza place called ''Molkom Pizzerian'' which is in the town where I studied film. So I'll post burger king, it's my fave fast food burger place an everyone knows what it is :P pretty much..

Last thing I bought

2010-09-16T07:03:00.000-07:00

Haha so the last thing I bought was actually these energy drinks. I'm pretty poor right now, well I can buy candy and stuff too :P haha and I usually try to spend all my money on food, even the money I could use for other fun stuff. I try to see food as fun stuff :P haha maybe a bar of chocolate a week, haha.

So yeah, the last thing I bought was 4 energy drinks!

WOOHOO!

2010-09-15T04:02:00.001-07:00

A song to match my mood

Dream wedding

2010-09-13T11:43:00.000-07:00

My dream wedding would be either in like a meadow and very lotr inspired :P haha I know geeky right? But I think it's be very beautiful :D it'd pretty much depend on how the sun was shining though, but at the perfect day it would be wonderful :P.

Haha either that or on a frozen lake. My dress would have hints of blue in them and a fake fur collar in white :). It'd probably be pretty cold so this idea is like so so :P but I think it would look very pretty.

I'm torn between having a big wedding and a not so big one, probably something in the middle. Just family and friends of course. So something in between.

Pet

2010-09-13T11:39:00.000-07:00

I'd like a flying fox as a pet :) it's a kind of bat. I do think bats are scary haha but these are so cuuute! They are actually not called flying foxes, they are called fruit bats. I love them! They are soo cute! You can pretty much only find them in Australia though :) so I've never seen one. I've only seen bats like 2 times because there aren't that many in Sweden, at least not where I live in northern Sweden :)

awww

2010-09-13T11:18:00.001-07:00

Moi

2010-09-11T12:12:00.000-07:00

This is me 2 years ago in january 2008. Haha I look really thin here xD. Well that's pretty much because I had almost just become a vegetarian. Here I just stopped eating fish too so when I had been a vegetarian for like 4 months I started losing alot of weight and then after a year I guess my body got used to it so it went back to it's normal weight pretty much.

This was also the same year that I graduated from high school and started college in august.

Great days :D haha.

Friends

2010-09-10T09:51:00.000-07:00

I have alot of friends, I'm really not sute who's my best friend. I have like 4 close friends :), almost all of my friends live in different cities 100 miles away.. So we barely see eachother. So I guess we grow apart easier. I't hard to explain.

But I'll post a pic that include some awesome friends during the best time of my life, this is from one of the first parties at college. Oh, those days were the best <3

idol

2010-09-09T14:08:00.000-07:00

Swedish idol has pretty much just started, it started this tuesday with auditions and I'm gonna post my faves so far :) !

Firstdate

2010-09-09T12:39:00.000-07:00

My perfect date would be dinner out on a nice restaurant.. Or haha nice.. Maybe a pizza place, a nice pizza place. I think pizza is great for a first date because you can pretty much have it your way (more then you can on burger king :P).

Next we'd go to see a movie on the cinema :D haha, it could either be a really great movie but for a first date it would be awesome if it was an okay movie, maybe even bad and we'd be the only two in the cinema and we could just laugh about it and make fun about the movie.

That'd be a great first date ^^

Sorted

2010-09-08T13:36:00.001-07:00

I got sorted yaaao ;D

Food!

2010-09-08T12:30:00.000-07:00

Today I cooked and ate tortellini and pesto.
It was epic :D!!! Haha, okay not epic, we eat it like once ever second week :P haha but I think it's simple and nice :). Tomorrow we'll eat fries and a vegetarian filét with a nice sallad ^-^ haha.

Me!

2010-09-07T09:39:00.000-07:00

Hello this is me!

So, my day was fine. It started with a call from like the ''artsy, music, film, acting'' part of the ''we help you find a job department'' saying that my film school is not eligable for counting as a higher education, ergo I will not be signed up for that department. I have to find a ''normal'' job, which is just fine. But it'd be nice to be able to get help finding jobs I'm actually good at and have education for.

Then we went shopping for food! It was fun :P haha that's all the fun me and my boyfriend can afford right now haha.
Later we watched elisabethtown <3 such a cute film. Later I made dinner,tacos <3 it was niiice!

See ya <3

STREZZED

2010-09-02T09:20:00.003-07:00

Gosh, I'm stressed.
I have to read like 100 pages before monday and I don't wanna!!!!!

STREZZED

2010-09-02T09:20:00.001-07:00

Gosh, I'm stressed.
I have to read like 100 pages before monday and I don't wanna!!!!!

Adopted

2010-08-25T03:46:00.000-07:00

Seremedy

2010-08-24T08:52:00.000-07:00

Seremedy is my cousins band :), this is my fave song of theirs.
I think they're pretty good. My cousin is the singer.
Apperantly they've been in some japanese music magazines and they played a gig in Russia this year. Pretty cool :) they're just about 19-20 years old.

Have a listen ^^

Black Swan

2010-08-19T09:00:00.000-07:00

The epic trio is back <3 Darren Aronofsky's new film, can't wait! And with Clint Mansell as the composer and Matthew Libatique as the cinematographer, (like most time ;D) just can't wait! Looks really great.

LOL

2010-08-12T06:11:00.001-07:00

Looolz

2010-08-11T13:02:00.001-07:00

YouTube - HURTS - Better Than Love (Live Version)

2010-08-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

<33

My Dragons

2010-08-08T06:54:00.000-07:00

So I recently started obsessing about these dragons :P haha and I'm expecting I'll get alot more and they won't get room in the sidebar so I'll post all the dragons here :) so maybe I'll just have the eggs in the sidebar!

Hiatus

2010-08-07T11:02:00.000-07:00

So I guess I can pretty much say I'm already on hiatus :P haha.
But now I'm saying it here :P. I'll be on

But I'll still be looking around so I'll see affie messages and such.
ALSO! Click my dragon eggs before they die O_o

Hellowww

2010-07-21T15:00:00.000-07:00

Hellow!
I dunno why I don't blog here that often.
Might be:
* It's summer.
* Get the feeling there's not that many people reading :(
* Just forget to.

And stuff.
Anywayz, I'm doing good.
I miss writing letters! Anyone wants to send me a letter :P?

Vote for my photo :D!

2010-07-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

Hi guys!
I'm aaaalmost back, alot is going on this weekend.
We're going for pizza soon and then there's this big party in my city.
Can't wait!

I'm asking you all a favor! Please vote for my photo in a competition, it's a photo I took of my mum and her husband at their wedding. I have a chance of winning a systematic camera I really want. Just click ''Rösta'' which is the swedish word for vote.

Thanks to everyone who votes :)))

2010-07-01T03:10:00.001-07:00

Woohow! Finally!
Finally I have internet in my apartment! Feels great, I don't feel like a crippled anymore.
So I'll start to blog more from now on :)

work work

2010-06-18T13:00:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I work from 8-12 at the tarot line. God I hate getting up in the morning, but gotta do it. Now someone better call or I'll be pissed xD haha. Other then that I started moving yesterday, can't believe I've only been moving for like 1 day. Anyway, I slept in the apartment yesterday too. I managed to find a tv-cable in one of the boxes so I was able to watch TV all night, haha nothing good on though. I bought some food yesterday aswell, for example 4 kilo pasta :P haha, so I think I'll survive for a while.
On thursday next week my bf will be here ^__^ not sure how long he'll stay but it could be for some time. Can't wait :D. I've decided to officially move in on sunday. Won't have internet in the apartment for a while but will go back and forth to my mom's place.

But just so you know, might not be blogging for some time.

Gossip girl

2010-06-16T13:09:00.000-07:00

Okay, warning for geek-out... and spoilers.

Does Chuck Bass Gossip Girl Final...

Omfg, I just watched the season 3 gossip girl final episode and even though I'm not sure if I like Chuck Bass.... PLEASE, he can't die O___o!! He was meant to end up with Blair!!!

2010-06-13T08:25:00.000-07:00

Are you bored? Nithing cures boredom like watching a good movie!
You can even do it on your own computer!
Here are some websites and some movies I can recommend.

Kick-ass (a high school comic book geek decides to become a superhero)
Website 1 HQ
Website 2

Dragonworld (an old fantasy story, really cute about a boy who finds a dragon)
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
Part 8
Part 9
Part 10

Abracadabra!

2010-06-08T12:36:00.000-07:00

Haha I got a job today!
I had a kind of ''work-test'' via phone today and I really thought I was gonna screw up. I thought, I really need a job, even if it's not full time. Since it wasn't really my dream job I was applying for I thought that it wouldn't be the end of the world if I didn't get it.

But you know what, I got it! The boss said I was REALLY good too, which is weird because I haven't done this in like 4 years xD.
So now, I'll be a witch telling people's future to tarot on the phone.
HAHA, it's sounds so funny. But you know, I'm gonna take it serious.
I'll tell them what my gut tells me and what the cards tell me.
Just like I did today to a complete stranger and she told me that pretty much everyting was right O___o!!!
I thought I was just guessing, she was like ''You're great, I could let you start tomorrow!''
But I was like, maybe thursday :P haha, so on thursday I start my new job ;D! As a witch!

Fiin

2010-06-06T14:38:00.000-07:00

2010-06-05T05:49:00.001-07:00

My body is home but not my heart and my mind.
BRB

SAD

2010-06-01T11:02:00.000-07:00

So sorry I haven't blogged in like forever!
But there's alot going on, school is ending on friday and I have to move out of my dorm and I might be getting my own apartment :) I reeeaally reeaaally hope so.
Right now we're just hanging out, showing our last movies and packing, packing, packing and being a bit sad and sentimental.
Everything with the BF is fine now, or almost. We decided to just, be allowed to like eachother right now and then see what happens this summer.
I'll blog as soon as the storm blows over.

Broken

2010-05-23T08:02:00.001-07:00

Sorry that this has gotten so long, but it's a long story. I'm happy if anyone takes the time to read it, and maybe have any suggestion on what I should do . I haven't been outside my room since yesterday morning.

So, for the last like 6 months I've been seeing this guy in my class. At first we were just fooling around, you know but as time passed we started acting more and more like a couple. We never really got that far that we'd kiss in public and stuff but we did hold hands a few times, I sat in his lap and stuff and between just the two of us, I really felt like we were a couple. It felt more like a relationship then my last relationship that lasted for 3 months.

At the beginning he told me that he didn't know if he wanted to be in a relationship with anyone, cause he's never been in one before and I told him that maybe he couldn't know what it'd be like then and I said we'll just se how it goes. So lately he's been staying at my place every night, I feel so comfortable with him and so secure, I'm really falling for him and I've told him that.

So friday night everyone at the dorm we're having a costume party and me, him and 2 of our friends (who are also a couple) drove to the supermarket and when we got back our friends kissed and said ''see you later'' and then he kissed me, it thought it was a really big step for him. Kissing in public without being drunk :P. Later when the party started we saw eachother in the hallway and he opened the door to his room and told me to come in, inside his room he kissed me and told me I look very pretty (I was dressed up as catwoman :P). Then he and his friends went off to another dorm and we said we'd see eachother later.

Well we met at that dorm and we sat like almost next to eachother and our mutual friend went past us and he touched her stomach, like stroke it. I looked at him (I'm mad jealous, have always been when there's a guy I like) and he looked into my eyes the whole time he was doing it. I knew he was just trying to make me jealous and our friend were like ''You think I'm fat!?'' kinda joking and I was just pissed off. Well I decided not to care and later that night (I'd gotten pretty drunk by now, probably because I was pissed too) I saw him having this play-boxing thing with another one of my friends, and I've always been jealous of them a bit because they were flirting a bit before him and I started seeing eachother. But I know she'd never do anything so I didn't care much either, but she did see me get a bit upset.

So anyway, a whole lot later we met again and I told him it pissed me off when he were flirting a bit with other girls and he were like ''I don't mean anything by it'' and I actully don't remember much of what we said, but we went into his room instead and then he kinda broke up with me as much as he possibly could, I mean we never said that we were in a relationship but he pretty much broke up with me. I asked him why and what was wrong? He said nothing what wrong but nothing was right. I cried so much, we said alot of stuff but after a while I said that I can't take this shit again, because almost exactly the same thing has happened to me 2 times in a row now (but the other time the guy actully ''broke it off'' before we got into a relationship and he's with another girl and I have to see them everyday..) so I decided to go and do something stupid, I was really drunk and didn't want to live anymore.. Stupid I know but I was really emotional and I'm such a drama queen.

So I went to my dorm, without any shoes, in the rain and I went to my room and I cut myself, for the first time. I feel so embaressed and I feel so stupid, I don't know why I did it. I guess it's because most of friends from when I was younger did it and some still do and I just felt stupid right after doing it and I didn't even have the courage to do it that deep... But it did bleed and I was freaked out. So I went back to his room. (I later got told that my friend, the one he was boxing with, had gone into his room and asked him what the hell he was doing). When I got there he was pretty much asleep. I was freaking out and he wasn't responding so I sent a text to some of my friends, saying what I'd done and that a mess and so upset, bla bla. He woke up he told me I could sleep there, because I had a friend who doesn't go to our college who was going to borrow my room so she was going to sleep there. So we talked, I cried. He said he was going to go to the bathroom and while he was gone I sent another text to everyone on my last texted list, I later found out one of them was my mom.. But I figured she slept and she'd call me in the morning. He didn't come back in a long time so I went out looking for him and I heard people talking, I found him talking to one of our other friends. I was like ''can't you talk to me instead?'' and we went into his room again, talked. He said he didn't see us happening and I was so upset, he asked me if I hated him and I said I did a bit. We slept together but I started crying and said that I didn't even know why we were doing that after what he'd done and then I think we fell asleep.

He woke up early in the morning by one of the women who work at school, my mom had tried calling me but I was heavily asleep and she'd been so worried she called this woman. We slept til like 5 in the evening, slept and talked and slept and talked. He held me, kissed my hand and my forehead. Everytime I woke up I had forgotten what'd happened and then I remembered and got upset.

I didn't go outsied my room once yesterday, well I had to go to the bathroom a few times. He came by aswell with a pizza and we hugged and we said we'd talk today. My friend (the one who were boxing :P) came by aswell and we talked, she made me feel better but I get sad everytime I'm alone.

I don't know what to do, there's 2 more weeks of school and then I have to go home to live with my mum and I don't want to. I can't live with her, I went home for a weekend a few weeks ago and I went depressed just in 2 days. She's an alcoholic and she've hurt me so many times. Can't live with my dad either, he has so much with my little brother who's growing up and hasn't find himself yet and they live so far away from the city and they don't have a room for me in the house either, so I always sleep on my brothers couch.
I've been looking for an apartment but I don't have a job.

The only thing that made the tought of going home to live with my parents seem ok was knowing I'd se the guy again, a few times this summer. We even talked about getting an apartment together. Now he says he has to think this over.
I feel like half a person, I can't take this again. This weekend has been so messed up. I don't want it to end I felt like I'd found home in him. What should I do??

2010-05-22T15:10:00.000-07:00

God I feel broken.
Yesterday did not turn out fun at all, well it was at first.
Then I got crazy drunk, but still felt fine and later the ''almost boyfriend'' call me into his room and ''breaks up with me''...
I was so shocked.. I am so shocked and so heartbroken, this always happens to me.
I wanted to die, alot of things at home and with me made him the only good thing in my life (well, my friends too) and now it's kind of gone.
We're gonna talk more tomorrow but today I've been in my room all day. I'm crushed, I have nothing to look forward to now.
I don't know what to do anymore.

party!

2010-05-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

I'm really lookin forward to tonight.

We're gonna have a party at on of the dorms.
It's a costume party with the theme ''after work''.
So you have to dress up as a kind of job haha, I might be failing :P haha
I decided to dress up as catwoman xD...
I do think ''super villain''/''diamond thief'' is a job :P haha, or I'll just say I'm someone dressed up as catwoman in hollywood :P.
Atleast I'm dressed up :P haha!

It's the next to last weekend a school :( feels so weird that these 2 years are ending soon, it's definitly been the 2 best years of my life, but also perhaps 2 of the worst, but it doesn't compare to all the wonderful things me and my classmates have been through :).

2010-05-18T13:06:00.000-07:00

Guys are weird.
I will never understand guys, seriously. Lately I'm really sure that men and women are from different planets!
How we react so differently to different stuff. Gosh...

BTW, the film competition I was in didn't go very well, sadly.
Didn't win anything but, maybe next time :).

Wanna see some clips from short-films I've made?
Watch this:

Photo's

2010-05-13T12:39:00.000-07:00

Some photo's from yesterday when we shot a shortfilm in one day.

2010-05-13T07:52:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I'm going home to my parents by train, just for the weekend.
I'm entering a film competition, festival thingy in a city close to them.
I'll be on the train for about 8-9 hours... Yippie. Haha but I'm used to it :).
So well, probably won't blog for the weekend, I'll be back here on tuesday.

Wish my 2 competing movies luck :D!

depressed????

2010-05-10T12:27:00.000-07:00

Okey, I think I get it now why I was closed to depressed earlier.
I got home from dinner and I was really feeling down, it was so weird!
Sure my... ''bf'' was acting weird but when I got home I was just really feeling down.
So I watched some sailor moon... THAT'S THE SOURCE!
I just finished the second season of sailor moon and now I've decided to take a break from sailor moon before I watch the rest of the seasons because Sailor Moon is actully REALLY sad...
I mean it's war, it's people saying they don't love eachother anymore, it's people crying and it's people dying... OOH I WONDER WHY I'M DEPRESSED!!? After watching that every day for the last couple of weeks :P hahahaahah.

So then I went for a walk to go and buy some coca cola (yes I'm an addict) and I bring my mp3 and it's all sad songs with lines like ''everything ends'' and ''es is krieg im paradis'' (war in paradise) haha..
But I did find some lady gaga :), she always seem to cheer me up! And so does friends, so I'm gonna continue watching friends instead (for the hundreth time), I'm gonna continue on season nine where I ended :).

So the mp3 problem, anyone has any happy songs? Any summer songs to cheer me up :D?

Shit

2010-05-10T08:39:00.000-07:00

This has been a bad day for me :( even though it hasn't been that bad, I shouldn't complain really.
But I just woke up in a bad mood and my bf has been in a really bad mood too. God, why do I even call him that? We're not even official, I bet he doesn't even care if we'll see eachother this summer or not :(.
I should just ignore him...

Love is hard ...

Comment issues

2010-05-10T02:10:00.000-07:00

Why can't people comment my latest post ://///??
Anyway, if you wanna comment my ''room'' post, comment here :( I guess

Room

2010-05-10T02:09:00.001-07:00

(Reposting this because for some reason people couldn't comment)

Hi everyone.
How are you? This has been a pretty useless day. But I did clean up my dorm room though and made dinner for my boyfriend. I'm a useless cook :P hahaha so I almost ruined the whole thing xD hahaha, but it turned out good :D we both enjoyed our tortellini and vegetarian filé. Then I, crazy head, started talking about him borrowing an apartment for the summer and living together :P haha I dunno why. He'll be moving 250 km from me so I'd prefer having him around all the time actully :P haha. Not sure if we'd save or lose money by living together instead of living separate with our parents or something..

Well anyway, enough about him. I took some pics of my room. I'll upload them here, not sure why since I'll be living here for less then a month more :P haha.

So first of the best part. My computer desk. Haha it's still a mess but I know I'll just mess it up again 5 mins later.

My '''shrine'' or something :P haha. I always light scented candles here and since I'm a bit scared of the dark, that dragon lamp is always on when I sleep by myself.

Did I say I like films :P? Haha, this is my film collection and some books.

And some of my posters!

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Rammstein, Hellboy II and 3 japanese mini posters of Eternal Sunshine and 2 of The Fountain, my 2 fave films <3

And at the end.. Where my day usually ends = My bed :)

So that's it :) haha, I'll probably post pics of my new room, whatever room that is :P

Around the World

2010-05-08T14:35:00.000-07:00

So I was dreaming about traveling today and decided to google ''around the world travels'' and I found this site that motivates students to travel the world, and they had a ''to die for'' travel pack! You get to see these cities:

And the flight prices were around 1700$ !!!
I think that's really cheap for like 11 travel stops! When a flight to Auckland from Sweden alone has the same price! But with living and food it will be alot more, I'll have to save like 3800$ for that stuff alone. But I'll work this summer and hopefully the rest of the year and I'll save up :) !
And hopefully me and some friends will go away next summer :)!

Paranoid

2010-05-07T12:47:00.000-07:00

So here I am.. Not doing anything.. In my dorm room...
I'm having this feeling there's a party on another dorm close by and I'm being emo because if it is.. I wasn't invited and no-one's wondering where I am. Not even my ''boyfriend''... It's weird, because he's not sure yet that he wants to have a relationship.. But he's behaving like I'm his girlfriend. *SIGH*...

So is there a party!? Why is no-one calling me asking where I am xD mahah.
*calls friend*
So there's not really a party.. They're watching a movie.
Hmm, maybe I should swing by...

I WILL!! MYHAHAHAHA

Spotify Playlists

2010-05-07T10:46:00.000-07:00

Here are some Spotify playlists I've made.
I listen to all kinds of stuff:
* Indie
* Rock
* Metal
* Movie soundtracks
* Pop
* Electronica
* Techno
Alot! So try em out :)

2010
2009 - You're looking so sad
Summer of 2009
Annas Fave songs
Music for writing
Calm music

Fanlistings

2010-05-06T11:29:00.000-07:00

I'm a fan of:

Youtube video of the moment!

2010-05-06T09:54:00.000-07:00

Money, money, money!

2010-05-06T04:48:00.000-07:00

So what am I doing?
Right now I'm looking for ways to get money :P haha. I'm taking a summer course that will make me about 140$ a month, that's managable since I'll probably be living with my parents this whole summer.
But I'd still like to have a bigger income, I mean.. Why not?
Anyone know any good survey site that really DOES work??A trustworthy one that works for me living in Sweden aswell?

I found a job that sounds interesting too. I'd be recruiting people for a company that take part in humanitarian questions, like childrens aid and womans rights.... I think :P.
Anyways, if I'd apply for that job I'd be outside in town trying to recruite people from 12am to 16pm, at least 2 afternoons a week and I'd be making about 14$ an hour.
Is that a job you'd apply for?
It'd be nicer if I had a friend to work with though :/

Content

2010-05-04T04:18:00.000-07:00

So content has finally arrived to Electric Rush!
I know I'm definitly no graphic..maker... godess. But I hope maybe someone enjoys what I make.
I thought that maybe I just make posts where I put the content and then link it in the sidebar.
I'll update the same post and perhaps also put the new content in update posts.
Anyways :) more will come.

Layout Headers

2010-05-04T04:13:00.000-07:00

These Headers were made by me.
You can use on your website, blog or perhaps as a sig?, but you should credit me with a link back!

Click save and the image will be saved in original size. I'm sorry I can't make images link, but if you right click and then click ''specifications'' or something like that, then you'll get the original URL.

Avatars

2010-05-04T03:45:00.000-07:00

These Avatars/Icons were made by me.
You can use them for your blog or on a forum, but you should credit me with a link back!

Slacker !?

2010-05-03T14:36:00.000-07:00

So, today I've played the sims 3 all day :P haha.
I'm one of the few in my class who isn't editing a movie so I don't have alot to do..
Don't worry though, I will find something productive to do. Like writing and essay for school, maybe writing another script? And also I'll help a guy in my class edit his film once it's done next week.

But anyways, I thought it was funny. When everyone were talking about what they'd done today and they counted alot of .. important stuff. I was like, oh well today I had a baby and I traveled to France.. :P haha.

Now I'm about to go to bed... I think.
But before that I'm gonna watch the end of Howl's Moving Castle and then maybe 1 or 2 episodes of Sailor Moon. I recently bought the whole Sailor Moon collection :). It's really nostalgic to watch, I used to watch it when I was like 10-12. I really miss the Swedish voiceover though, it's HILARIOUS xD.

Well, bye <3

It's a Sims 3 life

2010-05-01T11:03:00.000-07:00

So I've completely ''restarted'' my computer. Deleted alot of my stuff but kept the important stuff and now I've finally finished modifying sims 3 :P, I mean now I think it'll work. It's my custom content that's been making it run slow. So I'm gonna test it out now, wish me luck :P.

Carrying heavy stuff.

2010-04-30T04:39:00.000-07:00

Gosh, I can't really understand that school is over in about a month, two years of my life has come to an end.

It has really been the best time of my life :) I'll miss all my wonderful classmates. After this I'll go home, work for a while or do some homestudies, then I'll move again and continue to study filmmaking.

Anyone wants to see my directors showreel? Here it is:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_eYoN1NdHwE

Sims 3

2010-04-29T06:56:00.000-07:00

So, today my new RAM memory arrived, yeaaay!
I hope my sims 3 WA will run okay now, it was running so slow before I almost wanted to kill myself, I just couldn't play it so I uninstalled it and used the original game instead.
So today I might even get to play the sims 3 WA for the first time pretty much :P yaaaay!

After filming

2010-04-28T13:48:00.001-07:00

= Still Alive...

Filmmaking

2010-04-24T13:52:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I'm leaving for Gothenburg, one of the biggest cities in Sweden to direct a shortfilm.

It's about a young woman, Tove, in jail for selling illegal drugs, and about her relationship with her littlesister, Lina, who is on the outside. She's dissapointed in her sister because she's the one who put her there, even though Lina thought she did the right thing. Lina has been sending Tove alot of letters that Tove has never answered, but one day Tove gets a new cellmates who gains quite an interest for these letters, and turns Toves life upside down.

I'm really nervous, this is the biggest filmproduction I've been involved in and I'm directing it O_o!!!
I'm almost scared, so many things can go wrong and so many things can turn out amazing aswell! On monday we start and about 13 extras will be there aswell. I hope everything will turn out great, or atleast fine, I hope the production will run smoothly. Wish me luck!

The most popular songs on my birthday for the last 21 years.

2010-04-24T09:20:00.000-07:00

Haha I decided to check out the songs that has been the top hits on my birthday (1st of april) since I was born 1989!

1989 Bangles – Eternal Flame
1990 Taylor Dayne – Love Will Lead You Back
1991 Gloria Estefan – Coming Out Of The Dark
1992 Vanessa Williams – Save The Best For Last
1993 Snow – Informer
1994 Ace of Base – The Sign
1995 Madonna – Take A Bow
1996 Céline Dion – Because You Loved Me
1997 Puff Daddy – Can't Nobody Hold Me Down
1998 K-Ci & JoJo – All My Life
1999 Cher – Believe - Kom ihåg att jag var så jävla less på denna låt :P
2000 Destiny's Child – Say My Name
2001 Crazy Town – Butterfly
2002 Jennifer Lopez – Ain't It Funny - Murder Remix featuring Ja Rule & Caddillac Tah
2003 50 Cent – In Da Club
2004 Usher Featuring Lil' Jon & Ludacris – Yeah!
2005 50 Cent – Candy Shop
2006 Sean Paul – Temperature
2007 Akon – Don't Matter
2008 Leona Lewis – Bleeding Love
2009 Flo Rida – Right Round
2010 Rihanna – Rude Boy

I really don't like any of those song :P perhaps the first one, eternal flame, that's a classic after all.
But hiphop and RnB just isn't my cup of tea :P
This is the website:
http://www.joshhosler.biz/NumberOneInHistory/SelectMonth.htm

LOTR

2010-04-24T07:54:00.000-07:00

Some of my classmates are having a LOTR (Lord of the rings) marathon today, they've decided to watch all of the films, the extended version :P so they came by to borrow them from me.
I wish I could join them but somehow I'm having more fun here editing the new blog and also I have to rehearse with my actors in a few hours..
I've been trying to get people to have a LOTR marathon for about a year :P haha, but oh well.

I hope they're having a great time.

Hello!

2010-04-24T05:28:00.000-07:00

Hi there, I've decided to start blogging in english aswell. I've been determined to start blogging for a while now and after actully managing to keep a swedish blog I think I'm ready to have a english blog aswell, since I do have english friends aswell :)!
So lets hope for the best, shall we?